Maybe I'm Wrong, and You're Right

When someone write "future doctor" in their hall, I just say congratulation. Beside that, my heart cry in every part of moment. I ever fight for entering in that faculty about medical but I never get my chair. So poor me. And how fucking their!.
But you "future doctor", I will make sure all of people for believe and will be a doctor for their self. Cause I'm strating not to belive you, sorry.
May be I'm worng, when You're right. But my mistakes won't be kill someone, I just kill my self but I don't. Thats the point....